I am sad. I don't feel like I'm happy anymore. Not like happy with where things are, such as Neil and other things, that's another subject; but happy here in L-town. I am not happy here. There is this town house I want to movie into with this other couple. They are like family. I want to be away from here so badly. It's getting to the point where I'm getting physically sick. I need to get away from L-town. I love my family, but I can't live with them anymore. I love what I do for work, and the people I work with, but I can't be in this place anymore. Does this make me a bad person?
I want the settlement to be done... all but the medical and just get on with my life. I am so tired of being in limbo.